torn between the two..or 3 even.

so torn again. omfck. whenever i think i'm down to one, i bounce right back up to 2 or even 3. my feelings have shifted dramatically within the course of two days. see -- maybe this is why i'm still single cus im still looking for that PERFECT person. and it seems as though everyone that makes cuts outdoes one another. and somehow, i've moved onto people who are not even in the state :\ double u tee eff! see, i wanna tell jona. she'll probably laugh at me haha. man -- and i just let go of all and everything. if i would've never received that text message, i'd been alrite. wait no -- then i would've been dealing with ANOTHER problem lastnite. but like in all honesty, everyone knows i'm looking for relationship. why bother with me if you're not? i mean we sat + discussed it, but maybe some things have changed? i don't know? i'ma bring it up ina conversation + see what happens.
wish me luck*