the results of a facebook stalk.

please. do not do as i do.
i facebook stalked prior to laying down.
i was feeling great today until my eyes rolled across the wrong words.
if i were illiterate, i would have thought i was mistaken for reading it wrong.
but no. i was correct. i even read it 3 times to make sure that i read it correctly.
+ there it was, staring at me. like a billboard that has probably been shining in my
face for a minute. :\ why do i not have a conscience ?

when my conscience comes back, i'd rather he come back gay + caucasian.
they seem to get at me the most about things i've been doing wrong.
well this time i really just fckd myself over + psh what's the point in continuing?
i feel like andre3000. '

should be an organ donor the way i give up my heart'

tsk. on myself. im really disappointed. because i know me.
+ there's no way that i can continue. goodnighte.

it's over.

i spoke with kalani about it.
+ i'm back to normal.
umm so it hit me that this same exact
thing happened between me n someone else
:\ the minute they kicked in the person was turned OFF
up until this day i believe. but u can't avoid me.

on another note. i received a l o v e l y facebook message today.
guess who it was from? <3

fall 09; YOU are lookn foine !

at 01:57 my heart rolled onto the floor

and landed in the trash.
but she was there to pick it up.
and he came back to dust it off.
+this is why these conversations nvr work out.
&&& im a loner.