im gon make you say -- u love me.

i saw keith today. aw he's so sexy :D i'd marry him. so today i received the worst news possible but its oka. i'll just deal with having to go to LTC now. the money's not bad. so i'm starting to feel a lone again. i hate when i feel this way. things for me always seem to get serious with someone when everyones starting to break up with one another. then im like jeez everyones single but me. so that's gay. but for right now, being single is no longer working out. i'm TIRED of meeting people. + jona understands what i'm saying. .my whole selection of my hoecollection gotta stop like soonly. i'm thru with it all. only problem is...which direction do i go?