we got some difficulties ahead.

i was in the middle of writing a good blog, until the interweb shut off on me.

neways i have a tumblr now. that is just strictly for clothes. i got to watch a lot of tv shows today. rough love is a good show. apparently, there's a little bit of me inside all 9 girls which is sad. it made me think over some things. :\ sadly, i see why i'm still single. + then i was thinking earlier today about senior year of highskool. i came to realization that i found my exboyfriend during a time when i was just chillin and not looking for someone. also, i had a boyfriend when i met my exboyfriend so maybe that's why i wasn't looking for anyone. but point blank, i wasn't on the search for locating a soulmate. my refrigerator upstairs looks so poor. we literally have 14 items in there, 78% of them are condiments. so i was forced to order food with my own money. i got tuscani lasagna from pizza hut. it was actually good. sigh for my personal life though. lastnite i spoke with the most cutest freshman at umd about my problems. aw he's so cute. that's my huge secret crush =] neways. i think my body just hit a deep manic depression.