THAT's what it is. i can't even believe i didn't notice it myself. and i even told Jared this last nite. it also just hit me that all these lonely thought are coming from watching these shows on tv + listening to friends talk about their boyfriends and such. so how about i need to just focus on myself FIRST + then let everything else fall into play. i have 3 other things i need to worry about before even considering someone else yanno? i have a lot of good things going for me right now + why do i feel as though i need a boyfriend to mess those things up? i'm finally getting a good work out 3 days a week. i'm learning a very foreign language that'll make me successful upon graduating. and lastly, well the last is something personal but it's good too! but all celebrities always say you need urself some 'me' time and that's exactly what i need right about right now. THAT and my friends. i need to re-hang back out with jeannie + whew i just realized i have a paper due for a class! aw man. =] but i'm trying to learn some discipline for myself but catching back up with chinese class. + it's actually sorta working! i'm up to lesson 6 altho i should be completed with 7 by today. but the minute i know these characters inside + out, i'll be on the road to wonderful! OH + i still need to apply for china for the spring! china! yes =] awesome! i think just for backwardsness, i'ma post a picture from harajuku.
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