i have dreams of going to italy + tokyo too

the lizzie mcguire movie is on. + now i'd rather go to italy more than ever! italian boys are the best palo is soo cute! with his lil italian accent. i should go visit benedetta this summer or study abroad or something! only problem is that i need registration money + a miracle. my hair itches. i need hair grease. so yea i'd like to live in italy with a BIG wonderful garden full of purple orchards i think it is. man those are so pretty in gardens. kinda like in the secret garden yanno? that garden is so pretty + beautiful. i wanna go to italy + find an italian and drop out of college + live with him f o r e v e r. but he has to be RICH tho :) rite now i'm at a road block in my life. i have yet to sign my army papers and i'm at a divide as to whether i want to sign them or not. there are plenty of things that i must accomplish but i'm stuck as to whether i'm going about it the right way. i honestly need a friend right now that is OPEN MINDED and just won't say 'DONT GO INTO THE MILITARY' because i'm really tired of hearing people say that to me. with that being said, i can't really talk to a GIRL because they tend to always be negative about the situation. lizzie mcguire looks so akward dancing. i have a couple of options of things that i can do. after watching this movie i'd really want to spend the summer in italy. man! that'd be nice. i'd love to stay here though and gain my 12 japanese credits tho. i guess i need to look at a four year plan. i don't want to relinquish my body art. i love it too much. + now i'm starting to stress all over again. maybe i need to talk to some professionals about all my options and then weigh the good and bad between choosing them. i still need to claim linguistics really bad. i need to set up an appointment + study abroad deadline is super coming up soon. maybe the military won't be so bad as a choice to make. because this way when i graduate, i'll be able to go somewhere as well as have a VERY good job when i get done with my four years. plus the government will pay for all my stuff.